weight gain

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Mon, 19/07/2010 - 16:47
Caitriona
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hey all my beautiful earthangels
today i feel lik a failure
i have been workin so so unbelievably hard at recovery eating all of my required meals supplements and snacks
went to doctor today and lost
my parents in uproar doctor cross counsellor being contacted and i keep saying i didn't cut back honestly i stuck to my plan i didn't exercise but they are furious all saying i am bull shitting
i know the disorder i know when i'm giving in and i really didn't how can i prove this to themi said i'll eat more i didn't mean to etc but they are all saying i don't even want to recover which is so untrue
please help has any1 evere lost weight when eating what they were supposed to
oh i'm so confused
and so deeply hurt no1 believes me
xxx can't even type my name i feel so ashamed i wasn't playing games it was one of the toughest weeks ever just sticking to everything

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