Dear body..

I really admire that you write this, even when you don't believe it. So, even though i don't feel like writing my own, Im going to!

Thank you for putting up with the horrible treatment you've received in the past. Thanks for all you allow to experience, from sitting with friends, to playing with my nephew and niece; from walking in the wind, to listening to music. I'm so sorry for limiting your abilities. I want to work with you, not against you, and I want to see you at your best - I don't even know what that is like! But Imust believe that I will know your true potential, and feel i belong in you. We can do this together. I'm still not entirely sure how to get there fully, but please stick with me, and I'll do my best.

I feel a bit sad having written that, but this is the time to ask, "What can I do about this?" I know some things I can do, despite being in a confused place today. Keeping up the trust is one thing anyway - so I'll speak to myself positively, and act as I know how for my body.

Thanks for bringing to my attention how important my fragile, human body is. None of us is indestructible.
M x

i am in awe of you lot i want so much to do this but at the moment i can barely look at or live in my body i feel trapped so to sit down and write it a letter seems a million miles away, but wow i think what you have done is amazing .... and i will do it one day!