clothes and condition!

Hi there
I debated whether this should go in the humour section or body image but here it is for a finish! Just a few lines on the madness of condition behaviours, infuriating but totally bonkers ! I'll tell you why. I some years ago, bought a very nice, expensive pair of trousers ( probably in a state of self pity with condition!) designer brand, classic cut, very nice.
Anyway, condition had me at a ridiculously small size, so the trousers were too big. I still bought them , partly thinking I'd get better and grow into them. Anyway, the lovely designer trousers took up residence in my wardrobe for over 5 years, never seeing the light of day. This was for a few reasons, familiar to many of you. Can't wear cos don't fit, cos don't deserve nice things, will wear some time way off in the distant future when my life all perfect, can't wear as don't have a life, no occasion to wear them etc etc.... Take out the violins !!
So eventually, I got a burst of self care and decided they need to be worn, recovery or not, so I made the decision to have them taken in! Silly me. Having taken them in, I went on to wear them once, they always seemed too good!! Back in the wardrobe they went !
This week, having nourished up quite a bit and now closer to where my body needs to be, I decided that I wanted to start wearing my nicer stuff, even if not doing much. You can predict the next bit AAAAAgh. They're too small!!. %^&*£$%Grrrrrrrh!
I have a choice here. I can burst into tears and run back into the arms of condition (not) or just laugh at the madness of it all. What a waste!! And they're no use to anyone, very posh dusters in my house I think!!
They're getting the chop!
Kiz