Personal ED Experience

Guilt

Guilt is a wasted emotion and serves no purpose

guilt always seeks punishment

Worrying about physical health

Hi All,

hey guys, random question but head bit wrecked as cant find anywhere, myself and my friend bought yoga dvds for quite a bit of money, so as to split the cost, she is in new zealand now and needs me to burn them and send them over, does anyone know of any places that do this or how i would do this, cant seem to find on google??

Any help would be much appreciated

Love Caxx

2 comments

To be free

Hi All, I've been having a good few hectic weeks. Up very early, busy schedule etc and really living. Alas the more I do this the more I see, hear, feel the nitty gritty appear. Also when I am hungry lonely tired etc. I cried my eyes out today. Marie once accurately described rejection as re direction I couldn't agree more however I recently failed my test driving test and also received a no from something I had poured my heart into, and also someone very very dear to me is very near to heaven so say the doctors. I feel now I could cry all night.

trust

Are you OK?

be u

hey guys,
I've started to do this thing where even if I think I'm not good enough or just not perfrect and beautiful and what were all striving for that 'perfection' I just don't care any more...If I'm hideous and horrible and so disgusting whoop whoop I'm still going to go for it....
I think the only way to get to know yourself is to start to release yourself step by step...just say what comes to your head, don't analyse it and even if your thinking omg i'm such a 'loser' just keep going keep talking keep trying to find the you that is in there just trapped and waiting to be released.

time, recovery and learning to love myself

This time 3 years ago I was deep in the ED behaviours driving myself insane. I was SO hopeless, lost, drained and driven half demented from the non stop, never ending, unforgiving and brutal thinking that ED inflicted on my life. I cried every day. I was in utter despair at the place my life had brought me, without even the slighest glimpse of hope or help from outside the tiny pressure-cooker that is ED.

Looking for "Sickness" - What a pile of rubbish!!!

Hi Icebergers,

Just wanted to write about something I need to get off my chest and was wondering if some recovered /fully free people could help me with this one.

The Sunscreen Song

Hey Icebergers!

I heard this song on the radio last week and even though I have heard it many times before, I listened to it differently this time. So much of the advice is relevant to ED. (bar one or two points) It even says to take calcium!!!!! I think it could be our anthem!