I have been having a bit of trouble lately with exercise. Now that I am in the finalising part of recovery, I thought I might venture out into doing some exercise again. I love going for walks, I always have done. I love the fresh air and getting out of the house too.
But, since starting to walk again I am finding it increasingly difficult to just go for a walk for the sake of walking. I find the old voice creeping back in telling me to go faster and faster, looking at others bodies on my walk, looking at my reflection in windows and telling me to go faster again.