Full Recovery

Hey everyone, God this time two years ago I was at my lowest of low ebbs. I had just admitted to myself after 3 years of tough struggling that I had me an eating disorder. A sober reality as I sat alone in my apartment utterly hopeless, feeling totally alone, ashamed and hundred of miles from home. So rewind two years and I never in my wildest dreams of then would have imagined me entitling an article full recovery but change does happen. Not miracles but effort, belief, action, time, patience, consistency, hope all make up what some would describe a miracle. Tonight I lie here in bed totally calm, totally relaxed, with no great expectations but with hopes and plans and dreams instead. Everything is possible we can all light up the world one by one we don't gotta be Mother Teresas or Bill Gates or Nelson Mandelas. I absolutely love children. I want to enrichen their lives and help them find their own light. I want to dance. I want to work with productions. I want time for me and all my loved ones all the time. I want to face every challenge looking for its solution. I want to spread my love and my joy every where I go. I want to learn to be more understanding and diplomatic. I want to be a change maker. I want to grow my own herbs and flowers and vegetables. I want to share my writing and experience. I want my own car and driving license and my own place. I want to support myself. I want to spread our words here. I know we live in a magnificent world and I want everyone to be themselves and know they can be happy and strong. Love Joy